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Mar. 13th, 2008 10:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
prosodicI feel like I should be out doing something, but I don't know what exactly.
I know I have to go out later and take movies back to Hollywood Video and pick up a pair of hose and some milk at Target. I've run out of suits to wear to job interviews...I have a pair of dress pants and 2 jackets and I've had 3 interviews with this company so far (thankfully two were done in one day so I didn't have to change). So now I am left with nothing else to wear unless I wear my black floral skirt with my black jacket. But I need hose. If they want me to come in for any more interviews after this fourth one, I don't know what I'll do. I don't really want to buy another suit (lack of money being one issue, but also because of the chance that I might not even need it after the interview, and they're too expensive to buy just for that), but I also don't want to wear something I already wore.
But I'm getting ahead of myself. I haven't called yet to schedule interview #4. I feel like I shouldn't necessarily be waiting by the phone, but inevitably, somebody will call when I'm not at the house. It's yucky outside anyway...the kind of day that lends itself much more easily to snuggling in a blanket on the couch while either reading or flipping between HGTV and Food Network. If I do nothing else today, I at least have to vacuum. Well, I don't *have* to...who sees the house but me? But it's due for a vacuuming.
I wish I could describe how I'm feeling today. This has been a roller coaster week for me emotionally. And I just wish I could have more control over certain things in my life. But I can't, and it's frustrating. I just wish Lance was here to offer me a little moral support. He's doing the best he can via texting and phone calls. But this isn't the first time I've had to face problems alone, and it won't be the last.
I know I have to go out later and take movies back to Hollywood Video and pick up a pair of hose and some milk at Target. I've run out of suits to wear to job interviews...I have a pair of dress pants and 2 jackets and I've had 3 interviews with this company so far (thankfully two were done in one day so I didn't have to change). So now I am left with nothing else to wear unless I wear my black floral skirt with my black jacket. But I need hose. If they want me to come in for any more interviews after this fourth one, I don't know what I'll do. I don't really want to buy another suit (lack of money being one issue, but also because of the chance that I might not even need it after the interview, and they're too expensive to buy just for that), but I also don't want to wear something I already wore.
But I'm getting ahead of myself. I haven't called yet to schedule interview #4. I feel like I shouldn't necessarily be waiting by the phone, but inevitably, somebody will call when I'm not at the house. It's yucky outside anyway...the kind of day that lends itself much more easily to snuggling in a blanket on the couch while either reading or flipping between HGTV and Food Network. If I do nothing else today, I at least have to vacuum. Well, I don't *have* to...who sees the house but me? But it's due for a vacuuming.
I wish I could describe how I'm feeling today. This has been a roller coaster week for me emotionally. And I just wish I could have more control over certain things in my life. But I can't, and it's frustrating. I just wish Lance was here to offer me a little moral support. He's doing the best he can via texting and phone calls. But this isn't the first time I've had to face problems alone, and it won't be the last.