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[prosodic]

I'm just feeling sad today.

I've been struggling a lot with homesickness...for Germany, that is. For the life I had there. For my friends. For all the wonderful food.

I expected this, of course. If I were living there, I would long to be back here in the US. I can never win.

This probably wouldn't even be a big deal if Lance were here at home with me today. It's just too quiet, and there isn't enough to do, and I end up thinking about things that make me feel sad and lonely.

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[katzies.livejournal.com]

It's weird how we always want what we can't have. I've pretty much accepted that I will never be 100% happy in a place because we will always live between two cultures.

[prosodic.livejournal.com]

Yeah...I imagine things are even further complicated for you. But I'm glad you understand how I feel.